Under the dirt, that’s my home ⚰️
- Jun 19, 2021
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So I never knew of the effects of constant criticism until I started my recovery journey with my mother after the surgery.
I have found myself, irritable, sarcastic, and indifferent. My mum tells me what I've done wrong, constantly...
I have tried ignoring, I have tried being sarcastic, I have tried being understanding, I have tried everythinggggg
Now now now.. I love constructive criticism... but just as it can be constructive it can also be destructive.
It has destroyed my confidence, my happiness, my sense of self, my mental health, my level of care about anything...
I have genuinely stopped caring...I also feel driven to drink... when I drink I don't care about anything,
I used to have a slight alcohol issue when I was a kid because of my mother and this crap...
Life has a funny way of reminding me that no matter how old I get, what I achieve, my mother will always have a negative affect on me. Always.