Been debating ending life for years but i am worried about my parents and sibling as i am the one bread earner in our house hold, i am labor worker means i work in a warehouse in long hours upto 15 hours a day so sometimes i get home late and that makes a big deal at home and they start talking bad about me and force me to look for new jobs because working this long is not good, for those who have been in my shoes know how hard is to get a full time job vs part time job yes i can get another job probably it would be via a temp agency and last hardly 60 days before the contract gets over but my family do not see that i am just tired of getting treated like this i have so much in my mind.
So killing myself can be a good option for me but i am worried about the funeral expense or whatever is associated with death and i believe thats the only thing is stopping me to kill myself they day i win a powerball first thing i am going to do is get the money give it my parents and will prepay my funeral expense and rest the money will give it my parents before ending my life as i myself barely have any savings while my checking account has less than $10 till i get paid Friday.
and fyi i am not on any pills nor have i ever tried any kind of pills in my life matter of fact i have not even smoked a cigarette in my life and i do not have health insurance so i cant talk to a doctor about my issues
So killing myself can be a good option for me but i am worried about the funeral expense or whatever is associated with death and i believe thats the only thing is stopping me to kill myself they day i win a powerball first thing i am going to do is get the money give it my parents and will prepay my funeral expense and rest the money will give it my parents before ending my life as i myself barely have any savings while my checking account has less than $10 till i get paid Friday.
and fyi i am not on any pills nor have i ever tried any kind of pills in my life matter of fact i have not even smoked a cigarette in my life and i do not have health insurance so i cant talk to a doctor about my issues