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WallflowerGirl83
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Lately I've been overly sensitive, every little thing is setting me off. There's so much hurt inside me right now, so much frustration. Everyone has always avoided me or left me be whenever I was wallowing. Overtime I stopped trying to make effort cause I eventually thought they would all give up on me. Now I'm wallowing and I'm stuck and I keep sleeping and just staring off into space. So tired all the time and I'm taking medication but I feel emotionally drained. Believe it's from all the frustration and stress that my parents put on me. They expect me to be married already and constantly get on me about my life situations. I've made a lot of bad choices in the past and they seem to remind me a lot about them. In the end, I always end up feeling like a complete failure. If they see me, they ask me what I've been up too but they never seem interested. Anytime I tell myself that I don't care, in the end I somehow feel hurt. Believe it's time for me to get out of my house cause I'm so miserable. Anytime I have my heart set on something, they always try to ruin it by saying something. So frustrated and not sure what to do anymore. Just needed to get this out, I'm sure I probably vented about the same thing before but it's really getting to me a lot recently.
Just keep laying on my bed, sleeping and not doing much of anything. It's like I have no energy anymore, like it's been drained out of me. I think I'm deeply depressed. I'm withdrawing. Wish someone could pull me out of this but I know only I can do it.
Just keep laying on my bed, sleeping and not doing much of anything. It's like I have no energy anymore, like it's been drained out of me. I think I'm deeply depressed. I'm withdrawing. Wish someone could pull me out of this but I know only I can do it.