I'm feeling very defeated.
I'm in a love-less marriage, I have no money, I have no job, nothing seems to be getting better.
Worst of all, my so called "wife" is nothing but a drain of energy and happiness. She brings me so much pain and anxiety. I truly hate her.
I would divorce her in a heart beat but problem is that my name is tied to my mom's house. And I don't want my mom to lose her house just because I divorce this person.
She's so ungrateful. Nothing I do counts. Ever. I try to keep her happy. I try to keep positive about the relationship and try to make it work but it just doesn't work...she's just such a terrible person. So negative, looks at everything with a negative twist. You could be trying to save her from falling and she will put a negative twist to your action and view it that way.
I regret ever having married her. I want to blame my family for getting me involved in this crap. This was an arranged marriage. I can't believe I agreed to it. I was thinking for the happiness of my family, but this same girl is the biggest source of grief for me and my family.
Sigh I don't know what to do. I feel so hopeless.
On top of it all, i have no work so I'm running on employment insurance..which is gonna end very soon. I haven't gotten a single call for an interview even though I've been applying for several months. I have very little money, not even enough to pay off all my bills...and the bills happen because i have no cash in hand...
I see no hope...I just want to run away from everything and everyone...Escape my reality.
I'm in a love-less marriage, I have no money, I have no job, nothing seems to be getting better.
Worst of all, my so called "wife" is nothing but a drain of energy and happiness. She brings me so much pain and anxiety. I truly hate her.
I would divorce her in a heart beat but problem is that my name is tied to my mom's house. And I don't want my mom to lose her house just because I divorce this person.
She's so ungrateful. Nothing I do counts. Ever. I try to keep her happy. I try to keep positive about the relationship and try to make it work but it just doesn't work...she's just such a terrible person. So negative, looks at everything with a negative twist. You could be trying to save her from falling and she will put a negative twist to your action and view it that way.
I regret ever having married her. I want to blame my family for getting me involved in this crap. This was an arranged marriage. I can't believe I agreed to it. I was thinking for the happiness of my family, but this same girl is the biggest source of grief for me and my family.
Sigh I don't know what to do. I feel so hopeless.
On top of it all, i have no work so I'm running on employment insurance..which is gonna end very soon. I haven't gotten a single call for an interview even though I've been applying for several months. I have very little money, not even enough to pay off all my bills...and the bills happen because i have no cash in hand...
I see no hope...I just want to run away from everything and everyone...Escape my reality.