redinc2000
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I pretty much been loner all my life and i'm native american i only hung out with friends one time during my life in one of my yrs in HS other than that just me doing stuff alone. i had bad break up in senior yr of HS so i moved to small town hour and half away with my uncle then met a girl i moved again to next town over to live with her we dated 4 yrs and both my two gf's i had during my life were very controlling wouldn't let me take to any girls of any kind and i was with them 24/7 also i didn't mind. we broke up so i moved to live with my dad in different state.this is why i'm here i been going to shopping malls and fast food places eating and shopping by myself i been doing this when i never had a gf and i work retail here.I've tried couple online dating sites because i'm not a bar person so i don't know how else to get a gf and i gotten no replies so that doesn't help my self esteem i been watching alot of movies and tv shows and been working out little i'm even close to six pack. people my age are just finishing college or half way through and i never going to college i can't describe it i just don't think it right for me. i been thinking ALOT of how work and world wouldn't even notice if i was gone or the world doesn't even need me here.........
I pretty much been loner all my life and i'm native american i only hung out with friends one time during my life in one of my yrs in HS other than that just me doing stuff alone. i had bad break up in senior yr of HS so i moved to small town hour and half away with my uncle then met a girl i moved again to next town over to live with her we dated 4 yrs and both my two gf's i had during my life were very controlling wouldn't let me take to any girls of any kind and i was with them 24/7 also i didn't mind. we broke up so i moved to live with my dad in different state.this is why i'm here i been going to shopping malls and fast food places eating and shopping by myself i been doing this when i never had a gf and i work retail here.I've tried couple online dating sites because i'm not a bar person so i don't know how else to get a gf and i gotten no replies so that doesn't help my self esteem i been watching alot of movies and tv shows and been working out little i'm even close to six pack. people my age are just finishing college or half way through and i never going to college i can't describe it i just don't think it right for me. i been thinking ALOT of how work and world wouldn't even notice if i was gone or the world doesn't even need me here.........