Finaly Trying To Get It Over!!!!But

[Redtulips7]

So you guys are already know what I was going throgh in my last Thread http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-fell-in-love-with-escort-girl
the whole situation with this Escort Girl is completely my fault,I should
have known better,I was a an idiot and ignorant to fell for this Girl regardless my GF for 15 yrs drifting away from me or gone already...I appolyze to everyone who ever responded to the other Thread for my negative response because I was extremely upset and depressed because two break ups happened back to back almost same time!!!!it hurts like a hell but I am fighting....going to the Gym everyday,watching Movie(but can't take my mind off),listen music,medition etc but only thing that keep me positive and motivated is going to the Gym...regardless how hard I am trying fight it things working agaist me all the times,just can't shake her off...I am mad because I am still whinning like a ***** like Lonesomecrow said and he was right...

 

[IgnoredOne]

I'm glad you're feeling better.

However, only if justice is done will there be any real goodness that should prevail. You know what you need to do. Don't let evil prevail.

 

[Redtulips7]

Yes I know..just feel bad to do so

 

[IgnoredOne]

Nothing worthwhile comes easy, but you'll be glad for it. I'm proud that you realize the correct path of action as well.

 

[Ijustwish]

Start over fresh...you will become a better man...

Hopefully if you decide to go into a relationship in the future again...it will be positive for the two of you, and you both will do the right thing and be honest to each other...too many dysfunction out there...be one of the good ones...

 

[Redtulips7]

I will stay way from it for a while...no Girl or relationship worth the stress that people go through in their life!!!!pain is so unbearable sometimes

 

[Lonesome Crow]

It takes a little time.....Even a flesh wound takes some time to heal.
Stop fighting it. The sooner you walk through it...the sooner you will come out of it.
Plus there's a viod in your life at the moment...The withdraws.
Plus adjusting to the changes.

Give yourself a break...give yourself a time out.
Get into your hobbies. The things you love and enjoy doing before women came into you life.

Everyone makes mistakes...and we'll probably make even more mistakes
as we live and evolve in life.

Learn the lesson but dont carry the guilt...
Dont beat up on yourself no matter what.
Sometimes all we can do is breathe during such moment...Just take deep breathe.
Stay positive as best you can. Love yourself first and foremost.
Move forward as best you can...try not to dwell on it any more.
If you feel the need to forgive yourself, then do so....

 

[Redtulips7]

thx Lonsome Crow all I was doing dwell on it 24/7+blaming myself for everthing I have done or everything that I have said knowing that that can't be reverse...but I will get over it sooner than later,I don't like someone or something controlling me over my will!!!my last relationship lasted five years before she just vanished in the thin Air without a trace and one day I bumping to her six month after the breakup but she failed or pretend not to recognize me anymore!!!it happened out of the blue..no argument no disagreement no nothing!!!!but I got over it faster than I thought...............thx everyone that responded to this Thread.....