dear GraceBlossom, I know it's the drop in the sea but I hope that you can feel the support from these people who hardly know how you look but who care for you - I don't know how you can find the strength, but I know that you will, hugs
Thank you so much. Especially Sai for starting the thread. I truly appreciate all your kind words and thoughts. I have always felt among friends since I joined here and feel very touched at this.