I try to be nice to everyone all my life. I use to go to church every Sunday with my mom, and even gone on day when she was sick. I mean as a child, nothing could stop me from going to church. I was very religious, until...kindergarten.
What do I get in return? A life full of miserably. God doesn't care about me, nor does he care about the million of Jews that die in the holocaust. Nor does he care about millions of people that die in the Vietnam, Korean, World War I, World War II, and every other war in history. But what funny is that people who lie, steal, are celebrity (cough cough Paris Hilton) and etc...have the best life ever. Take Britney Spear little sister, who is now pregnant at age 16. Do you ever see that she get yell? NO, in fact she get praise as being part of the "Spear Family". Would you guy guess what happen to me if I got a girl pregnant at any age before 30? I would first get yell, hit, my mom would cry, and my parent would denied me being their son, and finally, since I live in college now, I would be kick out of the house.
People who don't go to church have the greatest life ever. What do I get, a face so ugly that even god would cry.
I am not afraid of GOD or death. In fact I wish I could die, but certainly not suicidally. I fear nothing now, if I get hit by a car, so be it. I have been in so many accident and near death experience that no one know about, but yet he won't let me die.
I'm so sick of life. I hate making this thread, because that is not who I want to be. I'm always a nice guy, I have social anxiety, an ugly face, and etc...
What do I get in return? A life full of miserably. God doesn't care about me, nor does he care about the million of Jews that die in the holocaust. Nor does he care about millions of people that die in the Vietnam, Korean, World War I, World War II, and every other war in history. But what funny is that people who lie, steal, are celebrity (cough cough Paris Hilton) and etc...have the best life ever. Take Britney Spear little sister, who is now pregnant at age 16. Do you ever see that she get yell? NO, in fact she get praise as being part of the "Spear Family". Would you guy guess what happen to me if I got a girl pregnant at any age before 30? I would first get yell, hit, my mom would cry, and my parent would denied me being their son, and finally, since I live in college now, I would be kick out of the house.
People who don't go to church have the greatest life ever. What do I get, a face so ugly that even god would cry.
I am not afraid of GOD or death. In fact I wish I could die, but certainly not suicidally. I fear nothing now, if I get hit by a car, so be it. I have been in so many accident and near death experience that no one know about, but yet he won't let me die.
I'm so sick of life. I hate making this thread, because that is not who I want to be. I'm always a nice guy, I have social anxiety, an ugly face, and etc...