ahaikulife
Well-known member
Hi there,
This forum looks like a place for me... although I have often found myself alone, and along with that, yes, lonely, I have recently been in an extremely difficult situation which brought me here via surfing the web for answers to what has become my pain in the ass life... everything has fallen apart completely, and I just can't find people who will actually talk to me, but just spew the same old bullshit cliche's about "problems" and difficulty's in life... okay, I may be rambling on a little abstractedly.... lol... I think that part of the reason I frequently feel lonely is because so many people are just, idk, afraid to speak how they truely feel? It turns people off when I do that, as I often do.... and I just don't ever feel like I fit in with any "group" of people. I thought I finally had somebody, but then, she left me, and it turns out, she was just the same as the rest..she kept her true feelings and thoughts bottled up... until after she left me, when she then released her venom onto my world. So, what is up with people like that? why do people not reveal what they truely think? ... idk if this is making any sense at all...
anyhow, just wanted to say hello, and I'll post some stuff on a different discussion section of the forums...
-Mike
This forum looks like a place for me... although I have often found myself alone, and along with that, yes, lonely, I have recently been in an extremely difficult situation which brought me here via surfing the web for answers to what has become my pain in the ass life... everything has fallen apart completely, and I just can't find people who will actually talk to me, but just spew the same old bullshit cliche's about "problems" and difficulty's in life... okay, I may be rambling on a little abstractedly.... lol... I think that part of the reason I frequently feel lonely is because so many people are just, idk, afraid to speak how they truely feel? It turns people off when I do that, as I often do.... and I just don't ever feel like I fit in with any "group" of people. I thought I finally had somebody, but then, she left me, and it turns out, she was just the same as the rest..she kept her true feelings and thoughts bottled up... until after she left me, when she then released her venom onto my world. So, what is up with people like that? why do people not reveal what they truely think? ... idk if this is making any sense at all...
anyhow, just wanted to say hello, and I'll post some stuff on a different discussion section of the forums...
-Mike