I've realised thats its not that I have trouble meeting people and starting a conversation its the keeping the relationships going after a while that I have problems with. For example I've made a friend and everything seemed alright and in the beggining we had lots to talk about but after a while I've realised the relationship seemed to dwindle. I had less and less to say over time because it seemed like we pretty much covered most topics in conversation and as far as my life goes its really not that interesting right now so I dont have alot to talk about when it comes to myself. I'm still in high school and it seems that most ppl just talk about other people , who they hang out with, and how much they have been drinking, smoking etc... the past weekend. I dont have car right now because I'm tight on money and I live in an area where it is esential to get araound even go to work so I dont have a job until my family desides to buy me a car once I go to college this coming fall. I can start a conversation and meet people but then it seems like I dont become a close friend just someone that they know not want to invite to come hang out with them and sometimes I think its because of me having little oportunity to go out without relying on other for transportation. I just dont know I seem to be missing something and hopefuly once I start college things will be different and I can me new people and make connections. Even now in class I cant seem to talk to people I've previously met if I havent tlaked to them in a while or I've seen them alot but our relationship didnt go anywhere. Strangers and new individuals its no problem but after a while if the realtionship dwindles I just feel akward around that person. I just dont know what I'm missing and how to fix it.