helen
Well-known member
It got me beaten up tonight.
I somehow talked myself into going on the works' Christmas night out - well, I embarrassed someone into inviting me - and met all my coworkers before. They were all actually quite nice (probably because they were drunk) and I sort of latched onto a girl who's been nice to me in the past. I think I was annoying her, but I still clung on. Anyway, some drunken guy starts chatting to her, so I put my head down and try to leave them to it. The guy says something to me but I can't hear it, and I know he really just wants to talk to the girl, so I leave him be.
He was really drunk, and after a while I started to annoy him. He grabbed me by the arm and asked me why I was being "up my own arse" and "such a snotty *****." I tried to explain to him, but he was really in my face and aggressive, and I could sense everyone watching so I panicked and started jibbering like a ******* idiot... so I annoyed him so much that he punched me square in the face.
I could see a trail of drops of blood behind me as I walked home. I'm guessing my nose is broken. I'm used to being hit and I've probably deserved it before but this time I feel bad because I wasn't trying to do anything wrong. I'm just so sick of ******* up all of the time. My head is aching and I feel dizzy, and part of me hopes I have a brain haemorrhage or something in the night so I don't have to wake up tomrrow and clean up my face.
I tried to be a normal happy person tonight but it obviously doesn't work for me.
I somehow talked myself into going on the works' Christmas night out - well, I embarrassed someone into inviting me - and met all my coworkers before. They were all actually quite nice (probably because they were drunk) and I sort of latched onto a girl who's been nice to me in the past. I think I was annoying her, but I still clung on. Anyway, some drunken guy starts chatting to her, so I put my head down and try to leave them to it. The guy says something to me but I can't hear it, and I know he really just wants to talk to the girl, so I leave him be.
He was really drunk, and after a while I started to annoy him. He grabbed me by the arm and asked me why I was being "up my own arse" and "such a snotty *****." I tried to explain to him, but he was really in my face and aggressive, and I could sense everyone watching so I panicked and started jibbering like a ******* idiot... so I annoyed him so much that he punched me square in the face.
I could see a trail of drops of blood behind me as I walked home. I'm guessing my nose is broken. I'm used to being hit and I've probably deserved it before but this time I feel bad because I wasn't trying to do anything wrong. I'm just so sick of ******* up all of the time. My head is aching and I feel dizzy, and part of me hopes I have a brain haemorrhage or something in the night so I don't have to wake up tomrrow and clean up my face.
I tried to be a normal happy person tonight but it obviously doesn't work for me.