Hello here

[lemanissier]

I'm a guy, I am 32 and I live in france.
I have only one friend, who live far away. I don't have a facebook account. I use my smartphone for games and alarm clock.

I will say that my life is very lonely. I didn't make a new friend since 2003. I can contribute to a conversation for 5 mins, after I don't know what to say. When I want sex, I hire escort girl. I never had sex for free.

I feel like I'm not great enough to have friend or girlfriend. In my mind you must be clever, funny, have lot of interest, had to see lot of countries, confident...

When I'm alone at home I want to be with friends, laughing in a restaurant, but when I'm in a restaurant with a friend, all I want is to leave and go back to my appartment.

 

[Frodothelost]

Hai lemanissier *greetings*
welcome to the site

 

[Nuzzy Nuz]

Welcome on board.. hope u have a great time

 

[sanguineRose]

Hi, lemanissier. Welome to the forum.

 

[TheRealCallie]

Welcome to ALL

 

[ladyforsaken]

Hey lemanissier, welcome to the forum.

 

[PenDragon]

Hello there lemanissier, welcome.

 

[lonelyfairy]

Welcome to the site, I hope you will enjoy your time here.

 

[constant stranger]

I'm glad you're here lemanissier and interested to hear more from you.

 

[Amthorn]

Bonjour, et bienvenue!

 

[mad monty]

Welcome to the site.

 

[johnny196775Again]

Hello.

 

[SophiaGrace]

When I'm alone at home I want to be with friends, laughing in a restaurant, but when I'm in a restaurant with a friend, all I want is to leave and go back to my appartment.

So, you are lonely, but then when you are with others you don't feel good enough so you want to leave?

 

[Punisher]

Hi lemanissier

 

[migima]

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When I'm alone at home I want to be with friends, laughing in a restaurant, but when I'm in a restaurant with a friend, all I want is to leave and go back to my appartment.

Hello first and welcome.
I'm quite new here too.
I'm not so isolated, but I understand when you want to go home from a bar.
For me, bars are mostly exhausting, especilay for longer time.
And if you are used to be alone than you have a habit you can't easy escape from even if you wish.
Have you ever tried to find a girlfriend?
Have you ever tried to do something, despite you said you have no interests. Cmon, any interest?
To go in some club and do something with other people are always better than go to bar. Yes bar, but not only.
And nature? Activities in nature, some sport or something?