AdviceTaker
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alrite so... im 18 almost 19. i dont hav job. no education. i live with mom that gets drunk evry night and is depressed cus my sis and bro died. i made it to senior year in high skool but kept runnin away to meditate in a spot in the woods instead. i just wanted to find solitude and not hav to do all these things. i love to learn i read all the time (specially on spiritual stuff, the mind, psychology, and martial arts) but social situations i dont do good in. thats y skool didnt do good for me. my parents got divorced wen i was like 14 maybe 15. umm, i smoke a lota weed at times. some times ill not smoke for a good while. im big into martial arts i got tons of books on it and study it all the time and use any opportunity there is i can get to learn more about martial arts. anyways wat i want in life is solitude and a lot of time to put forth for martial art trainin. thats y i been thinkin bout goin to buddhist temple cus im buddhist even if i dont train martial arts at least i get solitude and carin community that helps each other out. anyways that dream is a hard one. and with the way i view life, its hard for me to live in my society. im so different than evryone else i noticed things that ppl dont think to notice im too in tuned with surroundin energies and emotions. anyways i need help. im not doin the right thing and the right thing is disgustin to me i dont like that life style. its like a lose lose im seein it as. DOES ANY1 GET ME? any advice plzzz i will greatly apprectiate it
i just wanna flowwwww with nature
i just wanna flowwwww with nature