Hi Dolls and Guys,
Well it is customary to say hi, so HELLO everyone. Not one of my best lines but sometimes staring at a blank space can be more intimidating than meeting people face to face. Okay, I work from home, am in my early 30's, single - by choice - and came on this site because even though I have a very international and wide family and friend base, I still seem to find myself having those alone nights.
I don't suffer from self-esteem or confidence issues - been told my ego is way to big for my small form and average height - but I do suffer from a love/hate thing.
One minute I love people then next I can't stand them. I am always getting chatted up when on the tube because I always smile whenever I am out. Had six marriage proposals this year alone and even tried on a very expensive ring at Tiffany's - random strange guy thing.
So you ask yourself, I am normal by the standards set by social parameters, what am I doing here? I guess I am tired of feeling lonely even when people are around me, especially because I have a trait of sabotaging all my 'love' relationships out of sheer boredom.
I think my family have loved me to the point where I don't ever think that I could trust anyone else who is not blood to truly love me.
Perhaps I am just egotistical but I think part of me wants to settle, although strangely enough I don't miss the whole companionship thing, just the sexual bits. For a woman that is a bit unnatural and I think I have a Jekyll and Hyde thing going on!!!!
Okay, that's enough about me, so looking forward to getting to know some of you. Yes, I am known to talk too much too and most of you probably think I am insane. But as the saying goes ' I am the sanest person I know!'
Well it is customary to say hi, so HELLO everyone. Not one of my best lines but sometimes staring at a blank space can be more intimidating than meeting people face to face. Okay, I work from home, am in my early 30's, single - by choice - and came on this site because even though I have a very international and wide family and friend base, I still seem to find myself having those alone nights.
I don't suffer from self-esteem or confidence issues - been told my ego is way to big for my small form and average height - but I do suffer from a love/hate thing.
One minute I love people then next I can't stand them. I am always getting chatted up when on the tube because I always smile whenever I am out. Had six marriage proposals this year alone and even tried on a very expensive ring at Tiffany's - random strange guy thing.
So you ask yourself, I am normal by the standards set by social parameters, what am I doing here? I guess I am tired of feeling lonely even when people are around me, especially because I have a trait of sabotaging all my 'love' relationships out of sheer boredom.
I think my family have loved me to the point where I don't ever think that I could trust anyone else who is not blood to truly love me.
Perhaps I am just egotistical but I think part of me wants to settle, although strangely enough I don't miss the whole companionship thing, just the sexual bits. For a woman that is a bit unnatural and I think I have a Jekyll and Hyde thing going on!!!!
Okay, that's enough about me, so looking forward to getting to know some of you. Yes, I am known to talk too much too and most of you probably think I am insane. But as the saying goes ' I am the sanest person I know!'
