Tuppence
Well-known member
Hi 
In some ways I'm not lonely because I have a fiance and 2 beautiful little girls (who aren't my fiance's).
But I feel completely cut off from people my age. I have no friends who live near me and I don't really leave the house very much and when someone tries to get into casual conversation with me my mind just goes completely blank and I can't say anything. I'm better at getting into conversations with guys because I can be the most awful flirt but now I'm engaged I don't want to give them the wrong idea.
Lots of people don't really approve of me because of how I dress and that probably turns people against me but I feel so ugly when I'm not dressed up. Most people look great in casual clothes but I don't.
My fiance is lovely but he only moved here when we got engaged so he doesn't know anyone and he seems perfectly happy with me and the girls. I love him but he's a bit older than me and I feel really stupid and young sometimes.
I feel extra lonely now because the girls have gone away with their dad. M is 2 and a half and A is nearly 6 months, I'd split up from their dad by the time she was born but he's a wonderful dad.
In some ways I'm not lonely because I have a fiance and 2 beautiful little girls (who aren't my fiance's).
But I feel completely cut off from people my age. I have no friends who live near me and I don't really leave the house very much and when someone tries to get into casual conversation with me my mind just goes completely blank and I can't say anything. I'm better at getting into conversations with guys because I can be the most awful flirt but now I'm engaged I don't want to give them the wrong idea.
Lots of people don't really approve of me because of how I dress and that probably turns people against me but I feel so ugly when I'm not dressed up. Most people look great in casual clothes but I don't.
My fiance is lovely but he only moved here when we got engaged so he doesn't know anyone and he seems perfectly happy with me and the girls. I love him but he's a bit older than me and I feel really stupid and young sometimes.
I feel extra lonely now because the girls have gone away with their dad. M is 2 and a half and A is nearly 6 months, I'd split up from their dad by the time she was born but he's a wonderful dad.
