user 148069
drifter
- Joined
- Sep 20, 2018
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Hi. Not new here. Just another person coming back out of desperation. My old thread is here https://www.alonelylife.com/showthread.php?tid=38741
On my old account I joined in 2015 but didn't post much until early this year. Shortly after I decided to close my account. To be honest I feel like an outsider even in a forum meant for lonely folks. There's a pain or some kind of void I cannot fix no matter what I do or try. I'm simply unable to connect with anyone. If on a rare occasion I do manage to somehow "connect" nothing lasts. I have come to the conclusion that I'm nothing more than a broken person and I deserve the fate I am in now. I don't know if I will post after this because I don't think I have anything valuable to contribute here, just needed to vent. If you have read this far, I thank you for your time. Also, I'm sorry for my English, it is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.
On my old account I joined in 2015 but didn't post much until early this year. Shortly after I decided to close my account. To be honest I feel like an outsider even in a forum meant for lonely folks. There's a pain or some kind of void I cannot fix no matter what I do or try. I'm simply unable to connect with anyone. If on a rare occasion I do manage to somehow "connect" nothing lasts. I have come to the conclusion that I'm nothing more than a broken person and I deserve the fate I am in now. I don't know if I will post after this because I don't think I have anything valuable to contribute here, just needed to vent. If you have read this far, I thank you for your time. Also, I'm sorry for my English, it is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.