darkkiss
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i was looking for a place i can talk without being judged or lectured and stumbled across this forum. after reading a few posts i thought i'd give it a try.
i never seem to get a break. my mum says i must have been born under a ladder.
right now i'm expecting my second child, my marriage has broken down as my husband went strange on me as soon as we where married. he would go from ignoring me to screaming at me and threatening me, to throwing himself on the floor and crying. it was like being married to dr jeckle and my hyde. and i've always been in love with and burried my feelings for a man that recently told me he loves me but that i'm too damaged.
now i spend my nights holding a watch that my husband smashed in temper and crying myself to sleep.
i feel so alone and so worthless and just have no one to turn to. i only have 2 friends one friend that only calls these days when she wants something cause she says i'm depressing. and one who won't come and see me or text me too much cause his misses gets gellious.
i never seem to get a break. my mum says i must have been born under a ladder.
right now i'm expecting my second child, my marriage has broken down as my husband went strange on me as soon as we where married. he would go from ignoring me to screaming at me and threatening me, to throwing himself on the floor and crying. it was like being married to dr jeckle and my hyde. and i've always been in love with and burried my feelings for a man that recently told me he loves me but that i'm too damaged.
now i spend my nights holding a watch that my husband smashed in temper and crying myself to sleep.
i feel so alone and so worthless and just have no one to turn to. i only have 2 friends one friend that only calls these days when she wants something cause she says i'm depressing. and one who won't come and see me or text me too much cause his misses gets gellious.