I've been extremely hormonal these past few years and honestly they've been controlling me.
I'm like a different person almost. I feel like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde sometimes. It's disruptive to my life, where I need to hop into bed every so often to relieve myself, and makes me sad when I do because of how I act. Once I come back into the real world, I regret it and it fuels my already low self-esteem. I get scared as well in case I've hurt anyone but it's like I don't care about the consequences when my hormones are running high. My "sober" self is left to pick up the pieces.
I'm writing this after a little scare that's happened to me because of this and I want to find some way to help control my hormones before I do more damage to myself and others.
I know this isn't the best place to put this but it's tearing me apart and I dread the moment my hormones flare up even a little.
I'm like a different person almost. I feel like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde sometimes. It's disruptive to my life, where I need to hop into bed every so often to relieve myself, and makes me sad when I do because of how I act. Once I come back into the real world, I regret it and it fuels my already low self-esteem. I get scared as well in case I've hurt anyone but it's like I don't care about the consequences when my hormones are running high. My "sober" self is left to pick up the pieces.
I'm writing this after a little scare that's happened to me because of this and I want to find some way to help control my hormones before I do more damage to myself and others.
I know this isn't the best place to put this but it's tearing me apart and I dread the moment my hormones flare up even a little.