CrazyGuy123
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So i come from a country called Denmark and i am a very lonely person...
i am a young male(18 years old) and it pains me to say i didnt have a childhood.
i just had to share my story because i dont have anybody else in this world to give me an ear or talk to me and i just couldnt bear having to hold on to this pain of mine for much longer.
i am a guy who wants friends badly man. i am considered to be a happy guy by my family, but i am depressed and cry alot just before i sleep.
Life is horrible for me i started High School thinking i was going to get friends and then i just started Uni thinking i was going to get friends....
Neither happened...
i dont know what it is about me not getting any friends or why i dont have no contacts in my phone or a facebook.
i stay at home 100% in my spare time i never get invited or ever had a girlfriend.
this honeysuckle is sad as fresia i can always hear peopl talking and laughing while i am locked in my own room...
and when i do go and talk to these people they ask me "Do you have any friends"-which kills me inside every time.
i tried everything joining a basketball team,karate,boxing and more, but i was always that guy at the back of the bus staring out of the window.
ive givin up on making friends.....ive asked so many sites "what to do", which i tried and they all failed miserably, one site told me "You have to take the first step" i have taking multiple steps and not one of those steps has ever worked.
I just started at Machine Engineering at Denmarks Technical University, i really hoped i would have one of those magical moments where u meet a guy and just clicked right away when i started at this school(Like they do in movies) which never came to be happened. i sat by this guy in a class lecture and he moved away from me. now i am left without any one to talk to in a room full of 100 people again and i have to stress over this hard ass homework ALONE....
Also what makes my life horrible is knowing that my siblings got real social lifes and are happy.
I am only 18 and feel like my life is over, been through this for 5 years now.
i am a young male(18 years old) and it pains me to say i didnt have a childhood.
i just had to share my story because i dont have anybody else in this world to give me an ear or talk to me and i just couldnt bear having to hold on to this pain of mine for much longer.
i am a guy who wants friends badly man. i am considered to be a happy guy by my family, but i am depressed and cry alot just before i sleep.
Life is horrible for me i started High School thinking i was going to get friends and then i just started Uni thinking i was going to get friends....
Neither happened...
i dont know what it is about me not getting any friends or why i dont have no contacts in my phone or a facebook.
i stay at home 100% in my spare time i never get invited or ever had a girlfriend.
this honeysuckle is sad as fresia i can always hear peopl talking and laughing while i am locked in my own room...
and when i do go and talk to these people they ask me "Do you have any friends"-which kills me inside every time.
i tried everything joining a basketball team,karate,boxing and more, but i was always that guy at the back of the bus staring out of the window.
ive givin up on making friends.....ive asked so many sites "what to do", which i tried and they all failed miserably, one site told me "You have to take the first step" i have taking multiple steps and not one of those steps has ever worked.
I just started at Machine Engineering at Denmarks Technical University, i really hoped i would have one of those magical moments where u meet a guy and just clicked right away when i started at this school(Like they do in movies) which never came to be happened. i sat by this guy in a class lecture and he moved away from me. now i am left without any one to talk to in a room full of 100 people again and i have to stress over this hard ass homework ALONE....
Also what makes my life horrible is knowing that my siblings got real social lifes and are happy.
I am only 18 and feel like my life is over, been through this for 5 years now.