You can run but you can't hide. You can distract yourself from the pain through many outlits
or self medicate to numb yourself out. The many addictions we all can get into as an escape.
First things first...stop numbing yourself out...or ultimately any type of addictions
won't take away the pain. That day will come sooner or later...Sooner is better.lol
Think of your pains as a good sign...You yourself is trying to tell you...this honeysuckle aint right or something is wrong.
The threashold. Once you cross this threashold of pain , your comfortzone won't work anymore.
In other words...you'll hit a mental or emotional bottom.
Ultimately the pain of loneliness becomes greater than the pain of reaching out to others and getting well.
Maybe out of desperations at first to get kick started out of the rut. In time you'll level off and make better
decisions.
You can save yourself a lot of heart aches and misery..if you're not hard head.
Then again perhapse hitting a bottom might be the best way to go...this way you'll really grasp it..lol
You can dig a hole about as deep as you wanna go.
Therefore there's no wrong answer for anyone.
Live and learn....i guess.