SighX99
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Woke up this morning into a rainstorm. The sound of the rain hitting my windows and cars driving on wet roads woke me up. It reminded me how my ex and I would be cuddling on our couch and watch TV. How we would walk around, get soaked and make out. I miss those times. I would give anything to get her back. But it's never gonna happen. she showed me her new boyfriend and everything and hates me now because I said some things I shouldnt have said when she dumped me. Finals are coming. I have to finish a 15 page research paper by tommrow noon. I am so depressed right now to even fuckin trying to start this BS. It's sooo hard to juggle between emotional problems and school problem. I don't have anyone to talk to whatsoever as I live by myself off campus. me and my ex have broken up for 3 months now... I can't seem to get over her. Some days are ok, some days are bad where I am just thinking about her constantly. I thought about killing myself, but I'm too chickened out. I can't do this. I need to get over her. But I have trouble finding girlfriends since my ex shattered my self esteem.
I hate her, but I love her, it sucks so much. I wish this would all end. How long should I mourn? how long is too long?
I hate her, but I love her, it sucks so much. I wish this would all end. How long should I mourn? how long is too long?