alonelyshyboy
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Last week I was feeling great. After work last Friday, I took the chance to meet some new people from my uni course, and it was great fun. I proved to myself that I could be sociable in environment full of strangers.
This week I feel so pathetic and useless. It's now Friday night and I am sitting at home alone on the internet thinking about how I have no friends that enjoy going out and having fun. I also did something silly at work today. The kinda cute girl in my office had afternoon tea ready for everyone to join in, but I decided not to join in. I was then asked by one of my fellow workmates why I didn't join in, and I couldn't give a straight answer. The reason was because my voice was very hoarse at the time, and I was feeling rather useless and thinking negative thoughts about how no one in the office likes me, and that I don't deserve to have some of that girl's food. It was a stupid reason to not join in. The girl probably thinks that I am pathetic.
I have no plans for this weekend, and just feel like crying when all I really want to do is have a few drinks with people and have a dance.
This week I feel so pathetic and useless. It's now Friday night and I am sitting at home alone on the internet thinking about how I have no friends that enjoy going out and having fun. I also did something silly at work today. The kinda cute girl in my office had afternoon tea ready for everyone to join in, but I decided not to join in. I was then asked by one of my fellow workmates why I didn't join in, and I couldn't give a straight answer. The reason was because my voice was very hoarse at the time, and I was feeling rather useless and thinking negative thoughts about how no one in the office likes me, and that I don't deserve to have some of that girl's food. It was a stupid reason to not join in. The girl probably thinks that I am pathetic.
I have no plans for this weekend, and just feel like crying when all I really want to do is have a few drinks with people and have a dance.