Jackdaw743
New member
Hi,
It's taken me a long time to realise I was lonely and even longer to realise I didn't like it. Sometimes I think about the rest of my life (I'm in my 30s) and all I can think about is it seems like a long, long time.
I think I might be too intolerant of other people or maybe my self esteem is too low and I think other people wouldn't be interested in me. Or maybe a bit of all of these things.
I have friends, but no close relationships. The word "love" has only be used twice in conversation involving me. Both times when I was a teen-ager, both times unreciprocated. The only love I have ever expended it's unreciprocated love. That stinks, right?
It's taken me a long time to realise I was lonely and even longer to realise I didn't like it. Sometimes I think about the rest of my life (I'm in my 30s) and all I can think about is it seems like a long, long time.
I think I might be too intolerant of other people or maybe my self esteem is too low and I think other people wouldn't be interested in me. Or maybe a bit of all of these things.
I have friends, but no close relationships. The word "love" has only be used twice in conversation involving me. Both times when I was a teen-ager, both times unreciprocated. The only love I have ever expended it's unreciprocated love. That stinks, right?