JAK
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Hi all
I've been here before but not since 2008 when I last had the net. Hope all I communicated with back then are doing okay.
I am basically trying to communicate with other people which I haven't TRIED to do in about a year and a half now (online or out in the world). I used to post a lot in threads of sites I liked back before I lost the net in 2008 but got back online about three months ago and haven't even been able to post one post in that time.
I am lost. I don't know what's what anymore. I and my life are wreck's beyond repair. I live in a hell mouth. I cut off from everyone I ever knew (some lifetime friends) over five years ago (2004) and managed the loner path well until late 2008. Three major life altering things took place in 2008 and since then everything has got worse and I've been utterly alone (though I do see family sometimes) and I'm basically losing it lately.
Wow...What a great comeback to aloneylife that is huh. I do have some okay days I guess. Sorry.
I am sorry. I don't know what I'm writing, saying, what I'm seeking or generally what is what anymore or. I just had to try and communicate with others and met some people worth talking to here before. It seems like I can start piecing myself and things back together through communicating and maybe help others in the process too hopefully.
ANY response of any kind is most welcome. I just know I need to try and communicate with others.
I should prob. say a bit about myself. I'm 31 years old, male, nature lover, musician, writer, read a lot, have lived a crazy life until I finally calmed down about a year ago and have always been a bit zany. I know there's more but that's some of the basics.
JAK
I've been here before but not since 2008 when I last had the net. Hope all I communicated with back then are doing okay.
I am basically trying to communicate with other people which I haven't TRIED to do in about a year and a half now (online or out in the world). I used to post a lot in threads of sites I liked back before I lost the net in 2008 but got back online about three months ago and haven't even been able to post one post in that time.
I am lost. I don't know what's what anymore. I and my life are wreck's beyond repair. I live in a hell mouth. I cut off from everyone I ever knew (some lifetime friends) over five years ago (2004) and managed the loner path well until late 2008. Three major life altering things took place in 2008 and since then everything has got worse and I've been utterly alone (though I do see family sometimes) and I'm basically losing it lately.
Wow...What a great comeback to aloneylife that is huh. I do have some okay days I guess. Sorry.
I am sorry. I don't know what I'm writing, saying, what I'm seeking or generally what is what anymore or. I just had to try and communicate with others and met some people worth talking to here before. It seems like I can start piecing myself and things back together through communicating and maybe help others in the process too hopefully.
ANY response of any kind is most welcome. I just know I need to try and communicate with others.
I should prob. say a bit about myself. I'm 31 years old, male, nature lover, musician, writer, read a lot, have lived a crazy life until I finally calmed down about a year ago and have always been a bit zany. I know there's more but that's some of the basics.
JAK