I feel hate :(

[nemla]

I am a gay. And i've just decided to break up with my bf. i hate him. He ignored me. He thought that I'm mad with no reason. Yeah idon't know.
I feel confuse. I thinks nobody cares to me. I was born as the only child. In the end i have to be alone i think.

Sorry for posting such an unimportant things like this. Thanks

 

[perfanoff]

Meh, if a break-up is unavoidable, it's much easier for the heart to move on if your heart fills with hate. I've found recently love and hate for a person can cancel each other out so in the end you feel...... indifference. The best case scenario to feel for an ex.

 

[Veruca]

Hey Nemla, thats awful. But maybe try talking to him first? its amazing what communication can do sometimes. worth a shot maybe?

 

[Lilianna]

I'm sorry you are feeling that way. (((nemla)))

Welcome to ALL, I think you will find this a helpful place to be.

 

[perfanoff]

Embrace the dark side!

 

[nemla]

Meh, if a break-up is unavoidable, it's much easier for the heart to move on if your heart fills with hate. I've found recently love and hate for a person can cancel each other out so in the end you feel...... indifference. The best case scenario to feel for an ex.

But i still do love him. It's just my ego and my pride But anyway, he doesnt seem to care and have no efforts to fix it. So I assume, it is really over

Then I'm all alone again

Hey Nemla, thats awful. But maybe try talking to him first? its amazing what communication can do sometimes. worth a shot maybe?

I refuse. I closed the communication portal. I hate him that he ignored me
He is just an easy type, doesn't want to be stress. I think i demand a lot

I'm sorry you are feeling that way. (((nemla)))

Welcome to ALL, I think you will find this a helpful place to be.

Thanks Lilianna nice to find a place like this. I often feel lonely and I don't know whom to talk to.

Embrace the dark side!

LOL