I'm only 26, actually, but I'm very broken and depressed and truly alone right now. I broke the heart of the last girl I dated (three years ago), so I know I deserve to be cursed. This is why it's so hard to talk to anyone about my problems. What right do I have to be sad? I'm the selfish jerk who broke someone.
Anyway, now, I'm actively looking for someone to date, and there are no options. I really think I'm destined to be rejected anyway. And I guess I can learn to live with that. I feel pretty worthless.
I don't know how to deal with my feelings. I just need to talk to someone on here and learn to accept that I am undesirable to women and screwed it up with someone I shouldn't have.
Anyway, now, I'm actively looking for someone to date, and there are no options. I really think I'm destined to be rejected anyway. And I guess I can learn to live with that. I feel pretty worthless.
I don't know how to deal with my feelings. I just need to talk to someone on here and learn to accept that I am undesirable to women and screwed it up with someone I shouldn't have.