I've been living in isolation for a good while now. I leave my apartment when I need to, but I try not to mess with the "3d" world when it's unnecessary. So anyway This neighbor girl I have that lives in the apartment 2 doors down and across the hall from me. Her dog leash broke off her dogs collar, and her dog ran away. I was worried about the dog, so I whet out looking for it. I couldn't find her, so I comforted the girl because she was crying. We ended up drinking together that night which I was ok with, I had an ok time I did miss out on some anime and I didn't get to talk about it the next day on an anime forum I belong to. That was ok though. The next morning I was about to leave for work and I saw a dog that looked like the one she described. It didn't trust me so it ran, but I corned it, got bit (not bad) , but caught the dog and I brought it to her. To thank me she made me lunch the next day. I really think things are getting out of hand. She invited me to a festival or something at her work, I have to wave at her every time I see her, she text me wanting to do things all the time.
I have nothing against her. I think she looks good, she takes care of herself, she's kind. The problem is I was not wanting to justmeet a girl out of bl;ue just because I have a soft spot for animals. She is ruining everything in my life. She even cleaned my house! that was sooo embarrassing! Showed up at my work, and my coworkers went "whohoho" I can tell she's lonely, but not the kind of lonely I am. She is trying to make friends and I really respect that, I just don't want it to be me.. I just wish I she would find someone else. I cant find away to tell her I just don't want to be around people. I know most of it is just me being scared of her, but I just want to end this now. How can I end this little phase of my life? Doyou think it would be worth it to just be friends with her, and let her know I don't have time for people? Does anyone know anyway I can stop being friends with her without hurting her feelings? This has turned my life upside down. If I wouldn't have registered on this site yesterday I would have had no one to tell all that to.
sigh..... I've been wanting totalk about this forawhile now.
I have nothing against her. I think she looks good, she takes care of herself, she's kind. The problem is I was not wanting to justmeet a girl out of bl;ue just because I have a soft spot for animals. She is ruining everything in my life. She even cleaned my house! that was sooo embarrassing! Showed up at my work, and my coworkers went "whohoho" I can tell she's lonely, but not the kind of lonely I am. She is trying to make friends and I really respect that, I just don't want it to be me.. I just wish I she would find someone else. I cant find away to tell her I just don't want to be around people. I know most of it is just me being scared of her, but I just want to end this now. How can I end this little phase of my life? Doyou think it would be worth it to just be friends with her, and let her know I don't have time for people? Does anyone know anyway I can stop being friends with her without hurting her feelings? This has turned my life upside down. If I wouldn't have registered on this site yesterday I would have had no one to tell all that to.
sigh..... I've been wanting totalk about this forawhile now.