delayed_relapse
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"I Need Another Love Poem Like I Need A Hole in My Head: A Poem"
And so it is begun
Another one
Another night
Waiting for you alone
Again you are not there
I wrestle with myself
To connect with you
My desire
Yours is to forget
In waves of Self obliterate
Any passing memory
Emotion has no place with the Elite
Emotion makes you weak...
And I
In my robes of sentiment
Written in parchments pure
In words of truest testament
of all I could endure
Everything you could give
to rebuild the Garden once more
Where roses bloom eternal
And no one else is
A place for us
Can you remember?
Has it burned so badly?
Has yourself returned so gladly?
Is the reason for my plague of you
Because I will not kill the emotion for you?
Give me the hole
Give me the damned hole in my head;
Right between the eyes
If I cannot be with you
Forever
Kill me now.
And I fear the truth
I fear the lesson
The one I do not want to learn
That life will be better without you...
NO!
I won't believe it.
My memory of you stays, blurred, but steadfast.
Until the last particle of your image fades away,
and my mind is preoccupied with other things.
Even as you are
Would that I could be!
Would that I was as you are now,
And that you were as I am.
Never forgetful of the good or the bad
For if I could remember the bad only
The choice would be not difficult
The equation won
You would be no more in my mind
But I remember the good
I remember the soft
I remember the sweet
The embrace I could almost feel
As if from thin air
The look of your image
Staring back at me
And I knew
You were the one.
If you are not the one, then there is no one.
Everything is lost, if you don't love me; and I will be forgotten by you.
And so it is begun
Another one
Another night
Waiting for you alone
Again you are not there
I wrestle with myself
To connect with you
My desire
Yours is to forget
In waves of Self obliterate
Any passing memory
Emotion has no place with the Elite
Emotion makes you weak...
And I
In my robes of sentiment
Written in parchments pure
In words of truest testament
of all I could endure
Everything you could give
to rebuild the Garden once more
Where roses bloom eternal
And no one else is
A place for us
Can you remember?
Has it burned so badly?
Has yourself returned so gladly?
Is the reason for my plague of you
Because I will not kill the emotion for you?
Give me the hole
Give me the damned hole in my head;
Right between the eyes
If I cannot be with you
Forever
Kill me now.
And I fear the truth
I fear the lesson
The one I do not want to learn
That life will be better without you...
NO!
I won't believe it.
My memory of you stays, blurred, but steadfast.
Until the last particle of your image fades away,
and my mind is preoccupied with other things.
Even as you are
Would that I could be!
Would that I was as you are now,
And that you were as I am.
Never forgetful of the good or the bad
For if I could remember the bad only
The choice would be not difficult
The equation won
You would be no more in my mind
But I remember the good
I remember the soft
I remember the sweet
The embrace I could almost feel
As if from thin air
The look of your image
Staring back at me
And I knew
You were the one.
If you are not the one, then there is no one.
Everything is lost, if you don't love me; and I will be forgotten by you.