aspalas
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I haven't posted for a while, but I need some advice. I'll start off by explaining my situation (as short as possible).
I used to go to this high school, I didn't really enjoy it there. I left after 5 years and went to another, graduated a couple of months ago. The fifth year in this old high school I fell in love with a girl and I still like her now, although the last months we haven't had much contact, especially the past +- 30 days, she went to the US (I live in Europe), I went to Israel for 2 weeks to see family and it really did me good and made me forget.
Because I wasn't happy with my friends and the students in general at my old high school, I kind of stopped seeing them, I'm happy with that. The only people I still occasionally see are this girl I still like, and another female friend, I know her since I was 10 or something, she's just a good friend (the only person I don't want to forget from this school).
I also had kind of a drug problem for the past 18 months I guess, although the last 6 months I've been cutting of contact with lots of people who had bad influences on me, I'm doing much better now and I'm not using the drugs that messed with my emotions anymore (I suffered most from ecstacy, haven't used it for more than 3 months now, longer than ever before since I started taking it).
Now this girl I still like is back, and I'm pretty sure (or just convinced myself for my own sake) she doesn't like me, but she asked if I wanted to meet so we could tell each other about our vacations. Now I'm kind of stuck, because I do want to see her, but I guess it's best to not see her anymore ever again because it will only make things worse. The only problem is that we're going to study in the same city (not the same university, I'm going to an art school, she's going to the regular university of this city), but it's quite big so I'm not that worried about running in to her. It's just that she probably considers me as a friend who's living in the same city and she'll find it weird that I don't want to see her, but I don't really give a fresia about that.
What would you do? Never see her again (or at least until all of this is over)?
Thanks for reading, I just had to get this of off my chest.
I used to go to this high school, I didn't really enjoy it there. I left after 5 years and went to another, graduated a couple of months ago. The fifth year in this old high school I fell in love with a girl and I still like her now, although the last months we haven't had much contact, especially the past +- 30 days, she went to the US (I live in Europe), I went to Israel for 2 weeks to see family and it really did me good and made me forget.
Because I wasn't happy with my friends and the students in general at my old high school, I kind of stopped seeing them, I'm happy with that. The only people I still occasionally see are this girl I still like, and another female friend, I know her since I was 10 or something, she's just a good friend (the only person I don't want to forget from this school).
I also had kind of a drug problem for the past 18 months I guess, although the last 6 months I've been cutting of contact with lots of people who had bad influences on me, I'm doing much better now and I'm not using the drugs that messed with my emotions anymore (I suffered most from ecstacy, haven't used it for more than 3 months now, longer than ever before since I started taking it).
Now this girl I still like is back, and I'm pretty sure (or just convinced myself for my own sake) she doesn't like me, but she asked if I wanted to meet so we could tell each other about our vacations. Now I'm kind of stuck, because I do want to see her, but I guess it's best to not see her anymore ever again because it will only make things worse. The only problem is that we're going to study in the same city (not the same university, I'm going to an art school, she's going to the regular university of this city), but it's quite big so I'm not that worried about running in to her. It's just that she probably considers me as a friend who's living in the same city and she'll find it weird that I don't want to see her, but I don't really give a fresia about that.
What would you do? Never see her again (or at least until all of this is over)?
Thanks for reading, I just had to get this of off my chest.