somber_radiance
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I'm falling apart emotionally. I've become an emotional mess..and I can't seem to fall asleep.
Whenever something good happens...I just think it's luck....if I do well in a project/assignment or on a test....I think its the professor being nice on grading. Whenever something bad happens...I am the only one at fault...and the other party confirms it by blaming it all on me.
I keep hurting and disappointing people that cared for me. I'm tired of hurting others.
Everyone has a trigger right? If I don't come out of this depression on the right side...I'm going to turn psycho....it's in my genes...40% chance.
I don't want to kill myself...but I feel like I don't belong in this world...I don't deserve to be part of anymore people's lives.
Whenever something good happens...I just think it's luck....if I do well in a project/assignment or on a test....I think its the professor being nice on grading. Whenever something bad happens...I am the only one at fault...and the other party confirms it by blaming it all on me.
I keep hurting and disappointing people that cared for me. I'm tired of hurting others.
Everyone has a trigger right? If I don't come out of this depression on the right side...I'm going to turn psycho....it's in my genes...40% chance.
I don't want to kill myself...but I feel like I don't belong in this world...I don't deserve to be part of anymore people's lives.