LonelySkye
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Hi everyone,
I'm a 38, single female. I too found this forum a little while ago and have just realised that I'm registered. So woohoo.. ect ..
I like being alone, I actually prefer it to being with a whole group of people or even one or two other people I'm not in a relationship with.
That said, I do wonder if I am profoundly defective being alone so much.
I have no friends in the town I have lived in for over 6 years, I don't talk to my house mates (long story) and my parents who are in Sydney are the only people I really like. Although I start to need to leave their house if I stay with them for more than 2 days.
I guess I'm more of a misanthrope. I see people in the street and I instantly think badly of them. I think I hate humanity and am actively trying to watch 'restore your faith in humanity' videos on youtube so get some kind of perspective.
My life IS a lonely life though, but it's also self imposed exile.
I like it when plans (seldom made) are cancelled, I don't like large gatherings of people and now that I haven't drunk for 4 years, I find socialising pretty superfluous in that the conversations are always about what one does and how much one has achieved, never about the state of my head or why I constantly think I'm about to die.
But anyway, I'm glad this forum exists, so Hi, I hope to post more.
I'm a 38, single female. I too found this forum a little while ago and have just realised that I'm registered. So woohoo.. ect ..
I like being alone, I actually prefer it to being with a whole group of people or even one or two other people I'm not in a relationship with.
That said, I do wonder if I am profoundly defective being alone so much.
I have no friends in the town I have lived in for over 6 years, I don't talk to my house mates (long story) and my parents who are in Sydney are the only people I really like. Although I start to need to leave their house if I stay with them for more than 2 days.
I guess I'm more of a misanthrope. I see people in the street and I instantly think badly of them. I think I hate humanity and am actively trying to watch 'restore your faith in humanity' videos on youtube so get some kind of perspective.
My life IS a lonely life though, but it's also self imposed exile.
I like it when plans (seldom made) are cancelled, I don't like large gatherings of people and now that I haven't drunk for 4 years, I find socialising pretty superfluous in that the conversations are always about what one does and how much one has achieved, never about the state of my head or why I constantly think I'm about to die.
But anyway, I'm glad this forum exists, so Hi, I hope to post more.