I'm not too sure what to say. I've never been really good when it comes to introductions. All I can say is that I've alwyas been the loner type. I rarely go out and when I do, I'm so nervous I can't stand it. In fact, typing this is stressing me out quite a bit. I want to find some more friends so I'm working to keep my anxiety under control.
Part of the reason why I don't socialize is because I'm ashamed about being overweight. I've always felt hideous and while I struggle to get a healthier body, I find that it's an uphill battle. I've joined sites like MySpace and LiveJournal, but I don't really get a lot of friends on there. I used to have a best friend in high school, but after I moved to another school district, she started finding reasons to avoid visiting or talking to me. Eventually, she stopped talking to me alltogether. I have another friend who's online, but she's been distant lately. I don't know what to do. i try to be a good person and friend, but I always seem to fall short of the mark. Maybe I'm just a bad friend?
Part of the reason why I don't socialize is because I'm ashamed about being overweight. I've always felt hideous and while I struggle to get a healthier body, I find that it's an uphill battle. I've joined sites like MySpace and LiveJournal, but I don't really get a lot of friends on there. I used to have a best friend in high school, but after I moved to another school district, she started finding reasons to avoid visiting or talking to me. Eventually, she stopped talking to me alltogether. I have another friend who's online, but she's been distant lately. I don't know what to do. i try to be a good person and friend, but I always seem to fall short of the mark. Maybe I'm just a bad friend?