And a lonely person. I'm not what you're preconcieved notions would say, as I'm a generally happy person. I like every other aspect of my life, but its this burning desire to love and be loved, that goes unfulfilled. It's not just that, I tend not to be good at keeping friends either, or those that do stick around, tend to look down upon me, and deny that there is a problem. Like I don't deserve better than that. So they end up relegated to being facebook friends list fillers, while I continue my search for meaningful relationships.
Honestly, I stopped looking a year ago. I got sick of men and women in their 40's chasing me, because they feel that they can't get any better. I wanted to have a wife and kids someday, I'm 24 and still single. Never been in a relationship for longer than 6 months. Truth is, I've been open.
I get judged alot for looking young, and being 5'6. Though usually its because I look young. I used to get handed alot of cliches, but I'd send those that did packing as far as friends are concerned. I got sick of it.
Those that rejected me, then started to chase me because I stopped talking to them. Not all of them, just the ones that weren't being genuine from the start.
Honestly, I'm done. If I find someone then I find someone. If not, I'll be happy either way. Though I wish I would. At this point, I just sort of want to vent and find people who can relate.
Honestly, I stopped looking a year ago. I got sick of men and women in their 40's chasing me, because they feel that they can't get any better. I wanted to have a wife and kids someday, I'm 24 and still single. Never been in a relationship for longer than 6 months. Truth is, I've been open.
I get judged alot for looking young, and being 5'6. Though usually its because I look young. I used to get handed alot of cliches, but I'd send those that did packing as far as friends are concerned. I got sick of it.
Those that rejected me, then started to chase me because I stopped talking to them. Not all of them, just the ones that weren't being genuine from the start.
Honestly, I'm done. If I find someone then I find someone. If not, I'll be happy either way. Though I wish I would. At this point, I just sort of want to vent and find people who can relate.
