I know I shouldn't feel this way but I guess I can't help it. I've noticed that kindness gets you no where and maybe I should just try to be a prick instead. There's hardly anyone out there who likes someone who is kind and it makes no sense to me . It seems like maybe you need to be a cocky,confident, and a prick to get anywhere in life.
I have heard about stories with people who met and the guy was pretty nice so I guess I still have hope but it seems so small. I have a friend where he dumped his girlfriend because he wants to be player, yet this girl still comes to try and be with him. I don't know it's just so confusing and makes me extremely sad.
I just want to be loved and love someone someday, is that too much to ask? I know I'm a nice person but maybe I'm just too much of a shy, quiet, uninteresting, ignorant, loser to attract anyone . Just going on everyday without anyone pains me so much, so I feel like I need a relationship. For anyone who says I don't need one than why are you in one or looking for one? Being on this earth for 22 years and still have been falling asleep by myself just feels so painful. I don't know maybe I should become a prick to attract someone but I know I don't want to be. I don't know how much longer I can take being alone. I'm still trying to change but I've hit a little snag in my life.
I have heard about stories with people who met and the guy was pretty nice so I guess I still have hope but it seems so small. I have a friend where he dumped his girlfriend because he wants to be player, yet this girl still comes to try and be with him. I don't know it's just so confusing and makes me extremely sad.
I just want to be loved and love someone someday, is that too much to ask? I know I'm a nice person but maybe I'm just too much of a shy, quiet, uninteresting, ignorant, loser to attract anyone . Just going on everyday without anyone pains me so much, so I feel like I need a relationship. For anyone who says I don't need one than why are you in one or looking for one? Being on this earth for 22 years and still have been falling asleep by myself just feels so painful. I don't know maybe I should become a prick to attract someone but I know I don't want to be. I don't know how much longer I can take being alone. I'm still trying to change but I've hit a little snag in my life.