Penguinqt
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So, I'll just post part of what is on my profile...I think I have the whole age/sex/state in the first line.
I am a 20 year old female college student in Virginia. I am a Historic Preservation major (archaeology, museum studies, architecture, etc.). I am also a musician (I play the piano, violin, I sing, and I am teaching myself how to play the guitar), and I play in the orchestra at my college. I also like keeping up with the news, politics, learning about the paranormal, death, learning about different religions and philosopies.
I have been feeling quite lonely most of my life. I have always been able to get along with adults and people much older than myself, but I can't seem to have close friends or relationships my age. I have not had a boyfriend yet, though I would love one to share fun times and memories with. I really don't understand why I should be feeling so lonely. I am a fairly attractive 20 year old, I am intelligent, kind, sweet, helpful, funny, interesting person. I know I deserve to be treated better by the friends I have, and I know I need to find people who treat me with dignity and respect. At this point I seem to be at a crossroads, and it is so lonely, it's hard to bear sometimes.
Being at college, it seems as if most people around me aren't lonely because they always seem to find friends easily and connect, but I just don't get it, and I'm jealous of these people. I am involved in several clubs, and I know a lot of people, most of whom think I am a very nice and splendid person, and I have some friends, I just haven't been able to connect with anyone very well or further aquaintances into friendships. I also feel as if some of the friends I have right now haven't been treating me right, and they make me feel bad about myself, which seems like a sign for me to find new friends. Recently I've felt so lonely, it's actually rather painful, as if there is such a thing as having a "broken heart."
So I have no idea if I'll use this much at all, but I will look around and try this out. Maybe I can find a friend or someone just to talk to.
I am a 20 year old female college student in Virginia. I am a Historic Preservation major (archaeology, museum studies, architecture, etc.). I am also a musician (I play the piano, violin, I sing, and I am teaching myself how to play the guitar), and I play in the orchestra at my college. I also like keeping up with the news, politics, learning about the paranormal, death, learning about different religions and philosopies.
I have been feeling quite lonely most of my life. I have always been able to get along with adults and people much older than myself, but I can't seem to have close friends or relationships my age. I have not had a boyfriend yet, though I would love one to share fun times and memories with. I really don't understand why I should be feeling so lonely. I am a fairly attractive 20 year old, I am intelligent, kind, sweet, helpful, funny, interesting person. I know I deserve to be treated better by the friends I have, and I know I need to find people who treat me with dignity and respect. At this point I seem to be at a crossroads, and it is so lonely, it's hard to bear sometimes.
Being at college, it seems as if most people around me aren't lonely because they always seem to find friends easily and connect, but I just don't get it, and I'm jealous of these people. I am involved in several clubs, and I know a lot of people, most of whom think I am a very nice and splendid person, and I have some friends, I just haven't been able to connect with anyone very well or further aquaintances into friendships. I also feel as if some of the friends I have right now haven't been treating me right, and they make me feel bad about myself, which seems like a sign for me to find new friends. Recently I've felt so lonely, it's actually rather painful, as if there is such a thing as having a "broken heart."
So I have no idea if I'll use this much at all, but I will look around and try this out. Maybe I can find a friend or someone just to talk to.