Nick Walker
Member
- Joined
- Jan 10, 2018
- Messages
- 13
- Reaction score
- 0
I know I can't just expect random strangers to care about me, but I wish that people took more of an interest in talking to me. Especially when I hit them up first. I tend to stay on the negative side of the spectrum so i listen to a lot of dark and depresssing music. I happened to scroll through the comments on Youtube of course and saw a lot of younger folks on the edge like I had been. So I reached out to them and reassured that somebody cared about them and if nobody did then I would. You know what what's funny? Barely a single one replied. I have no clue if most of them are alive or dead by now. I'd like to think I helped but who knows. I told them that they could talk to me.. idk sometimes
My own friends never hit me up.. I rarely feel like trying with them anymore
I found this forum and thought I could cure my loneliness but I've already been forgotten in a sense
No new notifications days later, no messages, no reason to stop by.
Like I said, I can't just expect the world to give a honeysuckle about me but it's hard to live this way like an outcast when you feel like you've never been accepted save maybe just a few times in this life.
If anyone wants to talk or be friends, please hit me up. This on and off depression is killing me
I'm invisible waving my hands in front of your face but getting no response and I'm tired of being the ghost that only succeeds in haunting himself while recalling the lost memories of when he was "alive"
My own friends never hit me up.. I rarely feel like trying with them anymore
I found this forum and thought I could cure my loneliness but I've already been forgotten in a sense
No new notifications days later, no messages, no reason to stop by.
Like I said, I can't just expect the world to give a honeysuckle about me but it's hard to live this way like an outcast when you feel like you've never been accepted save maybe just a few times in this life.
If anyone wants to talk or be friends, please hit me up. This on and off depression is killing me
I'm invisible waving my hands in front of your face but getting no response and I'm tired of being the ghost that only succeeds in haunting himself while recalling the lost memories of when he was "alive"