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lonely2beeme
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is it possiable to find love?
is everyone attracted to looks and age?
you want someone who will understand you but should two unhappy people try to date will it just lead to both wanting to kill themselves ?
i have 3 children i am 35 and overweight, i dont have any skills at all none as a adult n america or had a job or ever leave my house ,i stay at home all day ,im on welfare in japan lol.i get depressed ,i am afraid of dieing over here and what will happen to my babies? but if i go home where do i live in america?welfare is not good there i heard? not sure i could work and if i could where? how do i feed and cloth my children there? and do any men really like BBW cause over here there is no BBW .over here in japan BBW is a freak that stays home ,even if you are sick and need medical care the doctors shrug and say the MRI is too small you cant fit so you lay sick for days in pain.
i worry alot ,and all i ever wanted was a small home , a nice family and a man who loved me ........why does this seem so impossiable?
i miss being held and whispered to, i long to be needed and talked to...
i wish i had a soul mate,a best friend ,a man who takes care of me and i take care of him in return, i miss being able to feel completely safe and trust another human.i miss that,do you think its possiable to still find it?
is everyone attracted to looks and age?
you want someone who will understand you but should two unhappy people try to date will it just lead to both wanting to kill themselves ?
i have 3 children i am 35 and overweight, i dont have any skills at all none as a adult n america or had a job or ever leave my house ,i stay at home all day ,im on welfare in japan lol.i get depressed ,i am afraid of dieing over here and what will happen to my babies? but if i go home where do i live in america?welfare is not good there i heard? not sure i could work and if i could where? how do i feed and cloth my children there? and do any men really like BBW cause over here there is no BBW .over here in japan BBW is a freak that stays home ,even if you are sick and need medical care the doctors shrug and say the MRI is too small you cant fit so you lay sick for days in pain.
i worry alot ,and all i ever wanted was a small home , a nice family and a man who loved me ........why does this seem so impossiable?
i miss being held and whispered to, i long to be needed and talked to...
i wish i had a soul mate,a best friend ,a man who takes care of me and i take care of him in return, i miss being able to feel completely safe and trust another human.i miss that,do you think its possiable to still find it?