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lonely2beeme
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ok so i have been really trying to talk to people ,my god its hard today i talked to two people from online 1 male and 1 female and i got freaked out by both!
the male is 34 from england Mark ,right away he asks me" what food i like then that he would like to wine and dine me ......ok its a lil far between japan and england but hey who knows what the future holds .then he keeps saying would you like that?(feels uncomfortable) then he asks for webcam and tells me how beautiful my hair is that he loves hair and show him how long it is ......mmmmk. that after he wines and dines me he would like to run his hands trough my hair gently.....may i?he says"my hands are small"
i say "i dont know how to respond to that?"i dont usually talk of sexually stimulateing things that you would do to each ther in the 1st date.
he says "sorry i dont mean to make you uncomfortable "
"thats ok " i reply half heartedly trying to give the benefit of the doubt.
he starts saying his cam is acting up and needs to shut it down a sec .
then he starts saying again ,that he really loves my hair and that he really would keep asking me to let him play with it,i said "lol hair fetish" i mean what the he*l am i suppose to say????? then he says "may i? " may you??? you do realize we are a ocean apart dont you?and your cam is off ,please dont be masterbateing....i think to myself.so i shut down my cam say "sorry i am playing a full screen game ,i need to talk to the kids online for a bit" and close the convo .
it was a bit longer than that but that was the gist of it.....
thats freaky man,especially to someone you just met,FFS!where are the normal guys that have something in common with you ,wanna talk and laugh and get to know you and if you really feel for each other dont need to discus or ask "may i?" because you both will know in that moment all you want and if you fit and its right......."may i play with your hair ?"pffffffffffffft.
2nd convo this girl starts a chat with me,says she knows me from long ago .
nope dont know her she isnt on my list, i ask are you sure its not my teenage daughter you are thinking of we use the same messenger addy,she isnt here tho.
she says no its you ,hmmmm ok my mind isnt what it use to be plus i am still in shock over hair boy so i indulge her,she says "you have lovely eyes ,you are a attractive woman"mmmmmk so i reply" so am i stretching it to ask that you are lesbian or bisexual since you are a female and complimenting me?" she says "i am bi curious,im martha ,27have you ever kissed a girl? do you have thick legs? can i see you on webcam?" R O F L! ummmmmmk so i say "yea , you see i like to see who is seeing me on cam ,do you have one cause it just feels wierd to be watched by you dont know who??" she says "i use too but i dont now , do you want a pic??" and tries to photo share a pic to which i decline ,i have been keylogged before with a picture download. she says "is it better to kiss a female ?i am BBW would you go with BBW?" i reply "i dunno depends if you love them and thier ability to kiss i guess but if you dont have a cam i dont wanna cam for all i kow your a guy pretending to be a lesbian and have lezbo chat to get off"........ok again i am in japan 1st off , i am not haveing webcam sex 2nd with anyone ever,and 3rd where the hell are normal people nowadays?
is the only date i am ever gonna get freaky ones? no normal ones??? is 35 w/kids and bbw too late? to even make friends? because so far i cant find a decent regular friend to chat with ,definately no one to date, and the people interested scare the crap out of me......
maybe i should just lock myself up here in japan at least everyone ignores me and give up on trying to get out of being so dam* lonely cause everyone is psycho ,no joke.
2 webcam chats today both freaked me out,hey to each thier own really !i have no problem with peopl e who are gay or people who have fetishes or if you wanna dress up in teddy bear suits or fill up a baby pool full of gravy and have me eat a bucket of fried chicken in it !!!but dont you wait more than 5 minutes before trying to get your jollies off online with perfect strangers???i am just dissappointed in people today i am scared of the world and this crap aint helping thats for sure
disillusioned.......and scared of the internet today.
the male is 34 from england Mark ,right away he asks me" what food i like then that he would like to wine and dine me ......ok its a lil far between japan and england but hey who knows what the future holds .then he keeps saying would you like that?(feels uncomfortable) then he asks for webcam and tells me how beautiful my hair is that he loves hair and show him how long it is ......mmmmk. that after he wines and dines me he would like to run his hands trough my hair gently.....may i?he says"my hands are small"
i say "i dont know how to respond to that?"i dont usually talk of sexually stimulateing things that you would do to each ther in the 1st date.
he says "sorry i dont mean to make you uncomfortable "
"thats ok " i reply half heartedly trying to give the benefit of the doubt.
he starts saying his cam is acting up and needs to shut it down a sec .
then he starts saying again ,that he really loves my hair and that he really would keep asking me to let him play with it,i said "lol hair fetish" i mean what the he*l am i suppose to say????? then he says "may i? " may you??? you do realize we are a ocean apart dont you?and your cam is off ,please dont be masterbateing....i think to myself.so i shut down my cam say "sorry i am playing a full screen game ,i need to talk to the kids online for a bit" and close the convo .
it was a bit longer than that but that was the gist of it.....
thats freaky man,especially to someone you just met,FFS!where are the normal guys that have something in common with you ,wanna talk and laugh and get to know you and if you really feel for each other dont need to discus or ask "may i?" because you both will know in that moment all you want and if you fit and its right......."may i play with your hair ?"pffffffffffffft.
2nd convo this girl starts a chat with me,says she knows me from long ago .
nope dont know her she isnt on my list, i ask are you sure its not my teenage daughter you are thinking of we use the same messenger addy,she isnt here tho.
she says no its you ,hmmmm ok my mind isnt what it use to be plus i am still in shock over hair boy so i indulge her,she says "you have lovely eyes ,you are a attractive woman"mmmmmk so i reply" so am i stretching it to ask that you are lesbian or bisexual since you are a female and complimenting me?" she says "i am bi curious,im martha ,27have you ever kissed a girl? do you have thick legs? can i see you on webcam?" R O F L! ummmmmmk so i say "yea , you see i like to see who is seeing me on cam ,do you have one cause it just feels wierd to be watched by you dont know who??" she says "i use too but i dont now , do you want a pic??" and tries to photo share a pic to which i decline ,i have been keylogged before with a picture download. she says "is it better to kiss a female ?i am BBW would you go with BBW?" i reply "i dunno depends if you love them and thier ability to kiss i guess but if you dont have a cam i dont wanna cam for all i kow your a guy pretending to be a lesbian and have lezbo chat to get off"........ok again i am in japan 1st off , i am not haveing webcam sex 2nd with anyone ever,and 3rd where the hell are normal people nowadays?
is the only date i am ever gonna get freaky ones? no normal ones??? is 35 w/kids and bbw too late? to even make friends? because so far i cant find a decent regular friend to chat with ,definately no one to date, and the people interested scare the crap out of me......
maybe i should just lock myself up here in japan at least everyone ignores me and give up on trying to get out of being so dam* lonely cause everyone is psycho ,no joke.
2 webcam chats today both freaked me out,hey to each thier own really !i have no problem with peopl e who are gay or people who have fetishes or if you wanna dress up in teddy bear suits or fill up a baby pool full of gravy and have me eat a bucket of fried chicken in it !!!but dont you wait more than 5 minutes before trying to get your jollies off online with perfect strangers???i am just dissappointed in people today i am scared of the world and this crap aint helping thats for sure
disillusioned.......and scared of the internet today.