gisse181
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So today after a short relationship, i broke up with my boyfriend.
He came into my life just in the right perfect time i would say, when i felt really comfused and lonely. He Made me smile and really happy...probably we did not see each other all the time; however, the times we spent time together were the best .....and will never forget them for sure.
Deep inside i knew that this relationship wasnt going to last for too long because he would do his own thing and i would do mines basically....was something like an open relationship not because i wanted things to be that way but because he was a lay back type of bf, who wouldnt be controlling and posesive. i guess it was very good. but at the same time made me feel he really didnt care as much as i used to care. sigh
I felt like i was falling for him more and more...n he was still the same towards me. so i let him go . he didnt really put a fight of course because he said he respects my decision, even though that made me feel even worse...i guess i will let time to heal the pain i feel inside.
For now im not tlking to him....even though i miss our conversations...i hate feeling this way but i believe i did right by letting him go now than letting go later when im more attached to him.
He came into my life just in the right perfect time i would say, when i felt really comfused and lonely. He Made me smile and really happy...probably we did not see each other all the time; however, the times we spent time together were the best .....and will never forget them for sure.
Deep inside i knew that this relationship wasnt going to last for too long because he would do his own thing and i would do mines basically....was something like an open relationship not because i wanted things to be that way but because he was a lay back type of bf, who wouldnt be controlling and posesive. i guess it was very good. but at the same time made me feel he really didnt care as much as i used to care. sigh
I felt like i was falling for him more and more...n he was still the same towards me. so i let him go . he didnt really put a fight of course because he said he respects my decision, even though that made me feel even worse...i guess i will let time to heal the pain i feel inside.
For now im not tlking to him....even though i miss our conversations...i hate feeling this way but i believe i did right by letting him go now than letting go later when im more attached to him.