born lonley
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Hi all,
Firstly yes, I know I made a spelling mistake in my user name
I am 35 and never had a girl. In my 20s it hurt a lot and felt very lonely but now I'm use to it, although the pain is still there and it is still as sharp.
I don't know why it's like this. I have tried any way possible to find someone but all failed. I have tried going out, online dating, blind dates, clubbing, you name it but nothing works.
I lost my virginity at 32. you probably can guess how it happened. That's correct, I paid for it. I was so frustrated and horny that I couldn't take it any more. So one night, out of nowhere (which it even surprised me) I felt that I have to do something about it and did. That was one of the most disappointing experiences in my life. She wasn't helpful at all. I haven't had sexual intercourse after that. That was the only time.
I am not tall but I look alright. I do keep fit and look after myself. I am well groomed, well dressed and well spoken. But it seems that there is something about me that puts girls off (I wish I knew what it was). In the past 11 years I maybe have had 5 dates. By that I mean five girls actually agreed to go out on a date with me but it never got anywhere.
So here I am. My life now is very simple. I go to work then go to the gym then go home, have dinner, watch TV and go to sleep. It's been like this for many years now.
I seriously have no idea what else I need to do.
Firstly yes, I know I made a spelling mistake in my user name
I am 35 and never had a girl. In my 20s it hurt a lot and felt very lonely but now I'm use to it, although the pain is still there and it is still as sharp.
I don't know why it's like this. I have tried any way possible to find someone but all failed. I have tried going out, online dating, blind dates, clubbing, you name it but nothing works.
I lost my virginity at 32. you probably can guess how it happened. That's correct, I paid for it. I was so frustrated and horny that I couldn't take it any more. So one night, out of nowhere (which it even surprised me) I felt that I have to do something about it and did. That was one of the most disappointing experiences in my life. She wasn't helpful at all. I haven't had sexual intercourse after that. That was the only time.
I am not tall but I look alright. I do keep fit and look after myself. I am well groomed, well dressed and well spoken. But it seems that there is something about me that puts girls off (I wish I knew what it was). In the past 11 years I maybe have had 5 dates. By that I mean five girls actually agreed to go out on a date with me but it never got anywhere.
So here I am. My life now is very simple. I go to work then go to the gym then go home, have dinner, watch TV and go to sleep. It's been like this for many years now.
I seriously have no idea what else I need to do.