Hello - my name is Alan
I have recently survived a suicide attempt (massive overdose of benzodiazepines) (200+) - I have two daughters and two beautiful grand daughters - i am 41 but look younger - have not ever had a problem getting female company - am intelligent and literate - was schooled well and am loved by my brother and sister and family - although my parents died when i was 22
I have recently had this massive urge to kill myself - and it will NOT go away - i just know i will die by my own hand very soon. The pain inside just gets worse every day.
Doctors just prescribe medicine which i would overdose on purposely - so i do not seek medical help - nor do i consider myself insane in any way.
What do i do?
Oh - and i am homeless after returning to the UK from Kenya - i lived there with my sister when the feelings started - but have had to return to the UK due to visa running out and having no money or job or home. My sister or brother cannot help me anymore than they have already - and i am now ready to end my life.
Please offer me something to hope for - I have seen mental health doctors who have said they have not ever come across a case like me in 40 years of working in mental health. They cannot help me.
Please please - for my daughters/grandaughters' sakes - please help me
I am a good man
I have recently survived a suicide attempt (massive overdose of benzodiazepines) (200+) - I have two daughters and two beautiful grand daughters - i am 41 but look younger - have not ever had a problem getting female company - am intelligent and literate - was schooled well and am loved by my brother and sister and family - although my parents died when i was 22
I have recently had this massive urge to kill myself - and it will NOT go away - i just know i will die by my own hand very soon. The pain inside just gets worse every day.
Doctors just prescribe medicine which i would overdose on purposely - so i do not seek medical help - nor do i consider myself insane in any way.
What do i do?
Oh - and i am homeless after returning to the UK from Kenya - i lived there with my sister when the feelings started - but have had to return to the UK due to visa running out and having no money or job or home. My sister or brother cannot help me anymore than they have already - and i am now ready to end my life.
Please offer me something to hope for - I have seen mental health doctors who have said they have not ever come across a case like me in 40 years of working in mental health. They cannot help me.
Please please - for my daughters/grandaughters' sakes - please help me
I am a good man