SighX99
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right now i feel im at the loneliest point in my life. no more good friends, only fake friends. couldnt sleep at night, thinking about how all my friends just somehow fade away, and/or have bad blood. not even my fault. things always happen at the worst timing possible. im regretting everything ive done now, even the good things. i have insomnia i stay up all night thinking how lonely i really am. and sleep through most of day time because i have nothing to do, no friends calling me to do stuff, they are always using me anyways. i have no engergy to pursuit friends. im scared everytime i find a good genuine friend they always end up going away or with better friends (then scheme against me in someway) then ill just hate myself. lifes great. i really dont even know what to do anymore... i just want someone to at least listen. no one knows how i feel, no one. im a good person, never fresia people over, listen to people, care about connections, but it seems that it doesnt work out with most people. everyday i wake up hating myself.
being lonely is ok right? i dont know... i thought it was, but it really isnt and i really dont kno what to do...
being lonely is ok right? i dont know... i thought it was, but it really isnt and i really dont kno what to do...