CherrySlushie91
Well-known member
I feel this hollowness inside. I remember the days when i chose to be alone, i hated the idea of people being near me, and would gladly spent hours in my room daydreaming. But lately i just feel so empty. i'm starting to take it out on my spouse because i feel like he's not paying me enough attention but i'm starting to worry that the problem is me, not him. I joined this site to have someone to talk to yet even here i find myself hiding in the background watching others lead conversations. I'm a stay at home mom, so i'm in the house all day, which doesn't make too much difference because i have anxiety that keeps me from making new friends unless they approach me. I've spent my whole life isolating myself and now that its happening involuntary, I'm left wondering how to fill the void its creating...........