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I feel even lonelier when I come on here most of the time. I don’t know how to make any friends on here because I’m scared to put myself out there. I did manage to make a connection with someone and he’s so nice but I think I got too clingy so now I feel like a weirdo and I want to cry. I have way too many insecurities and I’m sure I just need to relax. It’s so hard though.
I think I’ve always done this in my years of interacting with people online. As soon as I find that one special person I lose some interest in making more friends because I feel like it’s too hard. No, that might not be it. I think it’s just the being so shy thing. It prevents me from getting to know people. Like when I used to play mmo’s I always had my tiny group of close friends while other people had many. Even online I was told that I was always so quiet.
I sometimes feel like I have a harder time communicating with people online then I do in person or at least with using my voice versus typing. I came back to the forum because I thought this would help with my loneliness but it hasn’t. Most of the time, I just feel out of place on here. I know this is my doing and not the sites. I’m just too shy I guess.
Not sure If I’m just venting or asking for help. Maybe both but if you read this, thank you.
I think I’ve always done this in my years of interacting with people online. As soon as I find that one special person I lose some interest in making more friends because I feel like it’s too hard. No, that might not be it. I think it’s just the being so shy thing. It prevents me from getting to know people. Like when I used to play mmo’s I always had my tiny group of close friends while other people had many. Even online I was told that I was always so quiet.
I sometimes feel like I have a harder time communicating with people online then I do in person or at least with using my voice versus typing. I came back to the forum because I thought this would help with my loneliness but it hasn’t. Most of the time, I just feel out of place on here. I know this is my doing and not the sites. I’m just too shy I guess.
Not sure If I’m just venting or asking for help. Maybe both but if you read this, thank you.