AngelWings
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I'm new here..
I dunno if something is wrong with me but i'm the sort of person who feels lonely no matter who i'm with. I feel like nobody really understands me, nobody really likes who I am.. even my own husband. I quite often think of life without him.. I have 2 daughters and I feel like they're the only 2 people in the world who will love me regardless of my faults.
I don't have any friends, I have people I know and see but I don't feel like any of them are true friends.
Is it bad to feel this way? I feel guilty for getting married now.. I feel my husband deserves somebody who is happier and not as depressed? I know he cares for me and loves me just as I do for him but I just can't shake that feeling that I can only function alone, that the person I am is actually very difficult for other people to deal with..
Am I the only one who feels this way? Are some people designed to be alone? I always thought everybody grew up and got married and had a partner for life.. but I just can't see myself like this.. but then sometimes I can..
I hope this makes sense..
I dunno if something is wrong with me but i'm the sort of person who feels lonely no matter who i'm with. I feel like nobody really understands me, nobody really likes who I am.. even my own husband. I quite often think of life without him.. I have 2 daughters and I feel like they're the only 2 people in the world who will love me regardless of my faults.
I don't have any friends, I have people I know and see but I don't feel like any of them are true friends.
Is it bad to feel this way? I feel guilty for getting married now.. I feel my husband deserves somebody who is happier and not as depressed? I know he cares for me and loves me just as I do for him but I just can't shake that feeling that I can only function alone, that the person I am is actually very difficult for other people to deal with..
Am I the only one who feels this way? Are some people designed to be alone? I always thought everybody grew up and got married and had a partner for life.. but I just can't see myself like this.. but then sometimes I can..
I hope this makes sense..