Animelover10102
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About an hour ago, my sister has entered her first relationship ever with the guy she wouldn't stop bragging about. Everyone is celebrating, and I'm happy for her and whatnot...but, it just hit me.
When I entered my first relationship, no one was as enthusiastic about it. I got the 'you better not have sex with him' reply. Like, wtf, do they really see me as that? As a typical teen who would run off and have a bunch of sex? The thought of sex doesn't excite me. Besides, he lived like, two states away. They know I'm smarter than that.
My sister just got the 'aww' and 'I'm so proud of my baby girl'.
It's always like this, no matter what the situation. Out of 5 children, I'm always left out. I have holes in two of my teeth? Better not do anything about it until my little sister gets a cavity. Oh, I'm sick, and there is a respiratory illness going around, and I have asthma? Better not go to the doctors' until my little sister gets sick. I have one of the highest grades, overall of 91% (and climbing) in my family? Oh, look, you're little brother has got honor roll.
Ever since I broke up with my boyfriend, I've been waiting to find this boy I really connected with back in public school. I'm really hoping he still lives around this area, because I think of him whenever I go out to places that involve my past school. Even other people suggested we should of gotten together (we were like in, 5th grade though, so I said no, its too early)
I sort of regret that though. We had more in common than I did with my ex. Now that my sister is in a relationship, I feel really lonely, because I can't find that boy anymore. I feel as if he is the one. I think he liked me too because he would always tease me, and draw with me, and things like that. I can't even find him online like on FB or anything. I've tried getting ex-classmates to contact him for me, or update me on how he was doing, but they are literally f*cking retards and don't understand. I'm really angry that I never got the chance to say goodbye when I left public school.
When I entered my first relationship, no one was as enthusiastic about it. I got the 'you better not have sex with him' reply. Like, wtf, do they really see me as that? As a typical teen who would run off and have a bunch of sex? The thought of sex doesn't excite me. Besides, he lived like, two states away. They know I'm smarter than that.
My sister just got the 'aww' and 'I'm so proud of my baby girl'.
It's always like this, no matter what the situation. Out of 5 children, I'm always left out. I have holes in two of my teeth? Better not do anything about it until my little sister gets a cavity. Oh, I'm sick, and there is a respiratory illness going around, and I have asthma? Better not go to the doctors' until my little sister gets sick. I have one of the highest grades, overall of 91% (and climbing) in my family? Oh, look, you're little brother has got honor roll.
Ever since I broke up with my boyfriend, I've been waiting to find this boy I really connected with back in public school. I'm really hoping he still lives around this area, because I think of him whenever I go out to places that involve my past school. Even other people suggested we should of gotten together (we were like in, 5th grade though, so I said no, its too early)
I sort of regret that though. We had more in common than I did with my ex. Now that my sister is in a relationship, I feel really lonely, because I can't find that boy anymore. I feel as if he is the one. I think he liked me too because he would always tease me, and draw with me, and things like that. I can't even find him online like on FB or anything. I've tried getting ex-classmates to contact him for me, or update me on how he was doing, but they are literally f*cking retards and don't understand. I'm really angry that I never got the chance to say goodbye when I left public school.