the-alchemist
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It's just that these last few month have been so tumultous, I have experienced ups and downs, but mostly steep "downs" in my quest for a girlfriend. Just so much honeysuckle has happened.
And now, I don't feel anything anymore. Nothing stimulates me. I have no interests of my own, I can't feel happy on my own. But the thing is, I have many friends now, but I have yet to find love. These recent times, whenever I have met a girl I truly feel comfortable with, who I really like in that chemical way(which is few and far between), either I fresia it up or some stupid idiot fucks it up for me.
I feel like I'm a walking dead zombie now. Martial arts used to be a passion for me, but now when I do it, I only go through the motions. I'm not really there. I can't fall in love anymore. I'm thinking of hanging myself when I turn 30. I don't see any point living if I can't find love, if I just live an empty life.
I feel like an empty shell of what I once was. All the excitement and passion in me is dead. I just wanna find love, just find a girlfriend. I don't wanna be a millionaire. But at the same time, when I go on dates, again, I go through the motions. Talk, laugh, but I'm not really there
And now, I don't feel anything anymore. Nothing stimulates me. I have no interests of my own, I can't feel happy on my own. But the thing is, I have many friends now, but I have yet to find love. These recent times, whenever I have met a girl I truly feel comfortable with, who I really like in that chemical way(which is few and far between), either I fresia it up or some stupid idiot fucks it up for me.
I feel like I'm a walking dead zombie now. Martial arts used to be a passion for me, but now when I do it, I only go through the motions. I'm not really there. I can't fall in love anymore. I'm thinking of hanging myself when I turn 30. I don't see any point living if I can't find love, if I just live an empty life.
I feel like an empty shell of what I once was. All the excitement and passion in me is dead. I just wanna find love, just find a girlfriend. I don't wanna be a millionaire. But at the same time, when I go on dates, again, I go through the motions. Talk, laugh, but I'm not really there