Equality7-2521
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I guess this is my main issue with anything, and everything I do. I just do not believe people want to talk to me, and I shut down when people do talk to me. I guess I'm use to being used for money, or a shoulder to cry on. All my life people have left be they friends, family, or lovers. I guess I should be use to being alone. Though I still try, but my self-esteem gets the better of me. I view myself as ugly, uninteresting, and unintelligent.
I just don't believe people find me interesting, and/or attractive. I'm too small, have large surgical scars from my head to my lower abdomen, I think my voice is rather annoying, I have odd knowledge that not many care about, and I aspire to be something uncommon.
I find it ever so hard to find friends, because of nature of doing things. I like to gather information, make a reasonable deduction on rather or not it would be worth the time( because I don't want to be used.), and then proceed with communication.
Its not as lengthy as it sounds. Getting information is easy you just need to know who and how to get it.
I don't know guys... Hell I even find it hard to find friends on here then again I'm not trying to hard I just watch the chat room. :\
I just don't believe people find me interesting, and/or attractive. I'm too small, have large surgical scars from my head to my lower abdomen, I think my voice is rather annoying, I have odd knowledge that not many care about, and I aspire to be something uncommon.
I find it ever so hard to find friends, because of nature of doing things. I like to gather information, make a reasonable deduction on rather or not it would be worth the time( because I don't want to be used.), and then proceed with communication.
Its not as lengthy as it sounds. Getting information is easy you just need to know who and how to get it.
I don't know guys... Hell I even find it hard to find friends on here then again I'm not trying to hard I just watch the chat room. :\