JustJones
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My girlfriend went home to Malaysia to visit her family a month ago and just 3 days before she was due to come back, her mother had a stroke and now it's looking really doubtful that my wonderful girl will be coming back anytime soon.
I feel really selfish that I'm feeling this fed up when she has all this stuff to deal with and all I want is to have her back with me.
I've waited my whole life to find a person I could connect with like this and we're very much in love but now it seems I might never see her again and I don't know what to do.
Ive spent the last 10 years in a pit of self pitty thinking that I'd never find love, and now I have, it's getting pulled away from me and the thought of my girl being in such a bad situation breaks my heart. I pray for her mum to start feeling better soon but every day she seems to get worse. I'm not sure what my point is in sharing all this, maybe Im just fishing for sympathy. All I know is that the love of my life needs me greatly and there's nothing I can do to help her. I feel so useless.
I feel really selfish that I'm feeling this fed up when she has all this stuff to deal with and all I want is to have her back with me.
I've waited my whole life to find a person I could connect with like this and we're very much in love but now it seems I might never see her again and I don't know what to do.
Ive spent the last 10 years in a pit of self pitty thinking that I'd never find love, and now I have, it's getting pulled away from me and the thought of my girl being in such a bad situation breaks my heart. I pray for her mum to start feeling better soon but every day she seems to get worse. I'm not sure what my point is in sharing all this, maybe Im just fishing for sympathy. All I know is that the love of my life needs me greatly and there's nothing I can do to help her. I feel so useless.