I know its sad to say i miss high school. But ever since i left ive felt more and more lonely.
I was in band as the drum captian my senior year and played a big part in the program. I had the most friends ive had in my entire life and I was happy.
But after graduation and being shown the love from some friends and family, i started seeing less and less of them. I had a girlfriend at the time, which was one of the things that kept me going, however we broke up around 6 months ago.
the friends i though were very close to me dont text me unless i start a conversation. i might try to make plans but it seems like theyre always busy, leading me to believe maybe they dont want to spend their time with me. I know it might be in my head, but we all know how people can be..
I live with one of my friends (and his family) from high school whos 2 years younger than me, but rarely spend time with him or his family. I look forward to work because i actually get to talk to my coworkers/managers/customers and express myself. but sometimes even there, im alone.
I try to occupy myself by going on hikes by myself, watching youtube videos, netflix, video games.. but i know who i am is not normal. im alone and theres no end in sight.
I was in band as the drum captian my senior year and played a big part in the program. I had the most friends ive had in my entire life and I was happy.
But after graduation and being shown the love from some friends and family, i started seeing less and less of them. I had a girlfriend at the time, which was one of the things that kept me going, however we broke up around 6 months ago.
the friends i though were very close to me dont text me unless i start a conversation. i might try to make plans but it seems like theyre always busy, leading me to believe maybe they dont want to spend their time with me. I know it might be in my head, but we all know how people can be..
I live with one of my friends (and his family) from high school whos 2 years younger than me, but rarely spend time with him or his family. I look forward to work because i actually get to talk to my coworkers/managers/customers and express myself. but sometimes even there, im alone.
I try to occupy myself by going on hikes by myself, watching youtube videos, netflix, video games.. but i know who i am is not normal. im alone and theres no end in sight.